Stupid Fridays are so titled, not as a guesture of dissaproval, not as an insult to Friday, the glorious day that it is. but to explain my character upon these fridays.
It's a running tradition that on Fridays I do things I later regret. Not even regret so much as promise myself I will remember and never do it again. Retrospect tells me how stupid I can be.
Let's take a look at my stupidity as of late.
11/2 Got drunk in a strip club (not so stupid) but afterwards called a guy even though I should have know he isn't into me. Then I went to his house and watched him and his roomate get drunk while wondering why he isn't doing me... This one hurt the heart.
11/9 Made out with a complete stranger, who turns out to be full of lies. This one disgusted me.
11/16 Got completely wasted because a guy was buying my drinks, got kicked out of a bar and spent the night with my head in the toilet.
Today is Friday. I know I'm going to drink tonight... I have to drink tonight. Today I will see my current "love" and I will be reminded that I screwed it up, that I can't have him. I will drink to hide that pain and I will get stupid.
Hopefully I won't hate myself too much tomorrow.
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